Well...
here it is! 
This poem preceded three other poems which were determined too controversial for publication in the "Moonlight Surrender" series.
It placed me in a most damnable spot in regards to the continuation of the story line and unfortunately I had become too desensitized and depressed at the time to continue.
On the other hand... it was a good write!!!
Conceiving Deceptions
Another fortnight has since passed
Of our longest separation
Utter fear dwells in my soul
With absolute desolation
Two dreadful months with no catamenia
These qualms of uncertainty and much despair
Fearing your rejection of paternity
Imminent consequences of our affair
A secret, I too must conceal
Until I begin to descend
Having faith and confidence
That your wandering days will end
Sleepless nights, that I lie awake
Pondering over our future
Will this be a new beginning...
Or a painful means of closure?